Monday, July 22, 2013

In training

I was never much of a consoler. I suck at trying to make people feel better then I start to mop. At times humor just can't cure everybody's sadness. Sometimes it's just by being there but when you're a million miles away, that'll be difficult too. xD Life is such a 'female dog'. That is why people THINK. If you gots no lemon to make lemonade, you'll make apple juice instead and it still tastes as good. It's the effort that counts people say. And I believe that is doggone true.

Mum said I am so blessed to have such wonderful friends who would go through lengths for me; even when I don't deserve it. :) That's why I appreciate my friends..and I'd like to keep them with me till Jannah because I want to use that time to make up for everything; treat them as how they should be treated which is special.

So I need to brush up on my consoling skills. Hahaha! If they are able to make me smile after a bucket of tears so why can't I do the same?We give and take.

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Tuesday, May 7, 2013

Wake up call

At some point I will realize that I have done too much for someone, that the only next possible step to do is stop.

Leave you alone. Walk away.

It's not like I'm giving up and it's not like I shouldn't try. It's just that I have to draw the line of determination from desperation. What is truly mine and what is not, no matter how hard I try, will never be..
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Friday, March 22, 2013

Beautiful goodbye

This song is saddening. Cute though. but sad. :(


"I count the ways I let you down,
All my fingers and toes but I'm running out,
Clever words can't help me now,
I keep you tight but you're slipping out."
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Friday, March 8, 2013


Sitting at the table, staring blankly into space thinking of what might've been and what could've been. I sought out answers everyday to questions that I already know the answer to. Only because I wanna make sure if it's true. And usually, truth hurts. Isn't life a bitch? xD

Us, one of the most complicated creatures were created to feel. Feel every pain, feel every joy. Loss, gain, and other stuff. I'd be better of as a cow. So I won't feel so bad.

Life and cows? Relations? I don't know. It's 11.01a.m and I just got over kiwi-ing my boot. =.=
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Thursday, January 31, 2013

A longtime wish

I am from a family of four. A mum, a dad, and a lil brother. Not so little anymore I might add. We compliment each other. One boy and one girl. That is how it is and always will be. The dynamic duo.

But I had this thing in my heart. Something that I kinda hope for but probably won't. I have always wanted a sister..older, younger I don't really care. As long as it's a girl.

Don't get me wrong. My brother is enough for me. The older he gets, the less fights we get into. Hahahaha! But..I wanted someone that I can relate to at home; when it comes to fashion, likings and ethica (etc). I envied those who have many sisters..they just seem cool. They can all wear pink together if they want to! Do their hair together. Tease about crushes..oh wait. That can be done by brothers too but you get my point.

I guess that is why I love being in college so much. Because I have so many sisters there. All..100+ of them. Some loud, some caring, some TOO CARING, some just plain annoying, some who eats a lot but never gain a pound (!) and some..are just plain angels. :)

If I feel like I'm under the weather, there are three to four people buying food, forcing me to take a cold shower, slap a cold fever over my head and nag. Lunching together seems normal; I'd look like a sad seahorse if I ate alone. Can you totally imagine a sad seahorse?? Cuz I can't. Anywhores..onward.

Studying together, going room to room then eventually sleeping in that room. But nobody really cares so it's fine. Doing things in a group like cycling, kite flying, roof climbing, and more -ing stuff. Whenever I need them, they're there. Which is great! So I suppose this is how having sisters feel like.

I guess I got my wish after all. *tee hee*

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Friday, January 18, 2013



bored in college and and..what was so blur to me is clear now. Cuz I got nuthing else in my head.

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Monday, January 7, 2013


G'day people of 2013.

New year, new possibilities..most definitely. The world has definitely changed a bit though. Not much but you can feel the difference. The differences in environment, in people, in me. Can't really say if it's a good or bad thing.

Although it may be a week late since I should have wrote it a few days earlier but heck. I'd do it anyways. Hokay!! First of all, in 2013 I would hope that people would wish me well for the new year as how I wish the best for all of you. May you find happiness in every single day and even if you don't, I hope you'll find it sooner or later. Cuz nothing brings the world down but a frown. Second, please accept my apology if this silly fool have offended, pissed, scarred anybody in the process of me knowing you. I am far from perfection as I know I have done countless mistakes. If I did wrong, please tell me. (?) I can't apologize if I don't know I did wrong. :) I'd like to start out 2013 with less hatred..

As the Koreans say it, I am how you say, Pabo?

Sure sign I'm entering a Korean phase. Doomed.  

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