Saturday, January 28, 2017

Precious Gem

It has been awhile since I last written in this. Probably going back to 3 years ago and goodness it was difficult to read what I had written. Nonetheless, I've emerged from the past to at least post a decent writing of what I have been experiencing from my current life.

I have found a precious gem.

Basically shaped into a person and that person has changed my wholeeee life. Let's call that person Diamond. Since Im already aiming for a jewelry-esque title. Diamond is really a gift to me sent from heaven. Came by like a surprising wave which washes all my sorrows away. I have gone through immense pain in the years and I believe that any heartbreak would be painful to endure. Regardless of all that, I buck up on my own and decided to find a new love for myself and for life itself. A year has gone by and life was basically poignant. Sad but not that sad that it consumes me. It was just an ordinary life. Until Diamond came. 

Life was suddenly more colorful. Meaningful. Loving. Exciting! Most words that didn't really existed til Diamond. I couldn't picture it into words because it is indescribable and basically a god damn miracle. Extravagant words I know but it is extravagant and magnificent. Diamond is kind, soft-hearted, playful, and all other wonderful words to describe a wonderful being. Provided me with a whole lot of love that people will be jealous of for sure. Spoils me like crazy. Which is why I am appreciative of what that has been gifted to me. Like I've said to Diamond..I have made a lot of wrong decisions in my life but when I look at you, I'll be glad to know that at least I've got one thing right.

It'll take a lot for Diamond and I to fall apart. We made a promise to each other to not let anything in our way and if it were to stop, it should only be under both our consent and not anyone else. I'll be ready to accept whatever challenges that comes my way as I am committed. Full on. Everything or nothing at all. We are all given multiple chances to make things right. Once you get one, be sure to use it fully and respectively. To end this very random yet gushy post, please pray for both our well beings as we too deserve to feel loved and be loved by one another, right? God bless.

Happy 335 days precious. Muahhh
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Monday, July 22, 2013

In training

I was never much of a consoler. I suck at trying to make people feel better then I start to mop. At times humor just can't cure everybody's sadness. Sometimes it's just by being there but when you're a million miles away, that'll be difficult too. xD Life is such a 'female dog'. That is why people THINK. If you gots no lemon to make lemonade, you'll make apple juice instead and it still tastes as good. It's the effort that counts people say. And I believe that is doggone true.

Mum said I am so blessed to have such wonderful friends who would go through lengths for me; even when I don't deserve it. :) That's why I appreciate my friends..and I'd like to keep them with me till Jannah because I want to use that time to make up for everything; treat them as how they should be treated which is special.

So I need to brush up on my consoling skills. Hahaha! If they are able to make me smile after a bucket of tears so why can't I do the same?We give and take.

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Tuesday, May 7, 2013

Wake up call

At some point I will realize that I have done too much for someone, that the only next possible step to do is stop.

Leave you alone. Walk away.

It's not like I'm giving up and it's not like I shouldn't try. It's just that I have to draw the line of determination from desperation. What is truly mine and what is not, no matter how hard I try, will never be..
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